In my dream, my husband and I were getting married again. Was it renewing vows? I think it was. We were in the church where I grew up. We weren’t wearing big fancy outfits, but more subdued formal wear. It was just about time to go up to the front, but it was more casual than a regular wedding. When we got to the front, I was looking around at my family. I started to feel guilty, that I made my family come out to another event for me. Wasn’t I being selfish, to expect them to keep coming to weddings, birthdays, showers? But we were already in the middle of it, so we couldn’t really stop it. My aunt B and her daughter were in the pews watching, and no one was angry or annoyed, but I was feeling sorry for dragging them all there. When the ceremony was over, aunt B and her daughter, got up to leave, saying they had to go now. I hoped they would be able to stay for refreshments, but knew that they had just come out of duty, and hadn’t really wanted to be there.
That’s all I really remember about that dream. It kind of blended with another dream where there were pictures taken of all of the guests in front of a cake, and I ended up in the front of a lot of pictures, blurry, not realizing my photo was being taken. I had short red hair which I thought really didn’t suit me. I needed longer hair.
Later on, I had another dream, that I was getting ready in the morning. I knew I was late for something, or that someone was waiting for me, I think my husband. I wanted to get ready quick. We were at my grammie R’s house and I was getting ready in the bathroom. I was trying to get everything ready quick so I could have a shower, but I just couldn’t get it together. My cousin L had gone in right before and wanted to get ready too. She took a bath instead of a shower which I thought was weird, but she didn’t let the water drain in the tub, so I had to drain the tub. I didn’t really mind though. I kept having the overwhelming feeling that I was in a rush, and that I had to hurry up because someone was waiting for me. Suddenly, I felt like I had to pee. (This is always dangerous in a dream!). I thought about peeing, and right before I did I remembered “Wait!”. I had a knowing that I couldn’t pee, the way that I felt, was that there were two parts of me. A solid part and a light/dream part. Both sides would have to consent before I could pee, but the solid side hadn’t consented, so I couldn’t. PHEWF! Way to not pee the bed dream self!!!!